college

It's been over a year since I last wrote here- I want to delve into a long, winding explanation of all college has been and how it has affected me since I arrived here, but today I am coming to simply rant about something that has been on my mind for a while. You are so nice to me. You are nice to most people. Most people like you. You laugh a lot, you're always willing to make friends, and you're generally a very agreeable person. However, you are much deeper than that. We are similar in that way. We are both social butterflies. Perhaps thats why I am finding myself growing increasingly annoyed and distant from you. I think I only like you because you are so good to me. I don't even know why you like me so much. You are a nice person, but you are not a good person. You are conniving and in genuine. People who don't know you don't understand this part of you, and I think that's why I am ever more bothered by this. I wish I could slowly just wipe you away from my life but we've grown too close for that. Because of you, I'm in a lose-lose situation. I have committed wrongs as well, but honestly you are the bane of my annoyance during this spring semester. I can't wait till you go home for the summer. We're living together next year, but please don't expect me to stay the same. Things change, people change. It just took me a little while to catch on.