a hunger for things that are deeper

an internal and external hunger that i dont think will ever cease.

sweet and sour

i always come to this when i have the most work to do, it makes no sense at all hahahhaha. my teachers have all insanely decided to postpone all my tests to friday... so i have like three that day + the next week, finals continues on! i have finals for like two weeks or something.. does that even make sense? anyhow i was getting really nostalgic yesterday, specially about honduras 07. spent a good hour just reminiscing by myself when i shouldve been doing homework haha. ah i cant wait till the summer..

dawn and dusk and ten page collaterals

holy schmoly mother of all precious stones!!!!!
it just dawned on me this very moment that i
am gonna be a dead overworked zombie for the
next one and a half weeks! starting from right now, right this second!!!! did you take note of all the exclamation points, i hope you did, cause thats the least thing i can do to express my anxiousness and psychoness at the moment.

once regents week comes, i am gonna have to have some retail therapy and inspaworld therapy haha :)

i really want to go somewhere amazingly beautiful right now, with a picture perfect landscape, and just sit there allllllll day all by myself taking pictures and just soaking in all that goodness. somewhere peaceful and really nice, with a lake or something preferably.
haha i sound like holden caulfield right now what the heck.

REALITY CHECK!

praise you in the storm

finals week.
this is gonna be a crazy week!!!!! :(

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just for my own reference, no need to look haha
1/11: french test, writing process hw due, ap outline and booklet due
1/12: algebra hw due and quiz, english collateral due, biology hw due, wrestling game
1/13: ap world collateral due, ap world test
1/14 on: to be continueddddddd!

first week of 09 school wise!

ahahhahaah first week was bearable :) the weekend draws near, i cannot wait!

turning over a new leaf

yikes, its 2009 already...
time flies even when youre not having fun!
anyhow, back to school tomorrow, i am so drained and i dont think i can handle the pressure again just yet. i havent even started my homework yet, whoohoo! i've had a good break, i supposed, i was pretty busy. CHRISTMAS on the 25, 26-27 was Glimpse, VBS till 31st after that (even though i couldnt make it the last day), and new years and stuff with the family after. i feel like i did my part, well for the most part at least. everyday i keep reminding myself to update this thing, but i havent had the willpower to do so till now.
hm, everybody is posting the 25 new years resolutions thing on facebook, but im not exactly the type of person to do that stuff. i guess the only resolution(s) i would have is to learn to love unconditionally even though i probably never will be able to, to have a better relationship with God, and to push push push my grades to a 90, which i know will definitely not be easy. i find that the quote "if i am not better, at least i am different" by Jean Jacques Rousseau. theres actually a second part to that quote that goes something along the lines of "i am not like any i have come across", but that isnt too relevant to my usage of the quote hahahaha.

anyways, this has been a most pleasant break, and i am definitely counting down the days till Martin Luther King Jr. day and Regents Week :D
au revoir!


*by the way, the picture i used for this post isnt mine